well its official, now I've been dumped for every concievable reason, this time she told me that--and I quote--"our relationship is a contradiction to my religion and I can't lie to you anymore, I hope we can still be friends." could someone please just kill me now, SERIOUSLY if it weren't for me liking sex so much I'd go join a farking convent to avoid all the extreme dissapointments of having a social life! I hate being alone...everytime I think I have something real they either run out on me or decide that I'm just not good enough for them to brave the tidal wave of idiocy that assults me and all those like me on a daily basis in this backwater redneck state, as soon as I'm able I'm moving as far away as I possibly can. for such a beautiful place its full of some shitty people...then again I wouldn't have met the few people that make getting up in the morning worthwile...ah well thats enough of my anst-ridden ranting for now,

peace and love

Beth, the little werewolf <3

I just went to feed the bats and found out that they died in thier sleep...I knew they might not survive when I made the decision to take care of them but...it still hurts...it's like loosing a child...

Centaur:
[x] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[x] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[ ] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[ ] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[ ] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[x] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[x] You are spiritual.
[ ] The horse is your favorite animal.
[x] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 5

Elf:
[ ] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips (be honest).
[x] You are very intelligent.
[x] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[ ] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[x] You look very young for your age.
[ ] You rarely get sick.
[ ] You are a very hard worker.
[x] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 5

Fairy:
[x] You are happy a lot of the time. (normally, when not "sick")
[ ] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[x] You are very shy. (depends on situation)
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[x] You are young and short.
[ ] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[x] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[x] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 8

Gnome/Dwarf:
[x] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[x] You are short for your age.
[ ] You are an isolationist.
[x] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[x] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[ ] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[x] You have a short temper.
Total: 7

Harpy/Siren:
[ ] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[x] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.
[x] You are easily angered.
[x] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[ ] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[ ] You love to trick others.
[ ] You have a ravenous appetite. (...FAT HARPY LOL)
Total: 5

Mermaid:
[x] You love the beach moreso because of the water than the shore itself.
[ ]Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[ ] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[ ] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[x] You are good at swimming.
[ ] You like to collect shells.
[x] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[ ] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[x] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that.
[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 4

Vampire:
[x] You're a night person.
[x] You have a fascination with blood.
[x] You are extremely pale.
[x] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[x] You are not religious at all.
[x] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[ ] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[ ] You don't like sharp objects near you.
Total: 8

Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[x] You have a lot of body hair (or abnormally thick hair if you're a girl)
[x] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[ ] You prefer gold over silver items.
[x] You lack self control.
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[x] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[ ] You like to be alone.
[x] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it. (hypothetically of course)
[x] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors.
Total: 8

Wizard/Witch:
[ ] You love chemistry.
[x] You are intuitive and good at analyzing people, to the point that people seriously or jokingly say you're psychic.
[x] The most amazing supernatural power to you is controlling the elements.
[x] You are a nature lover.
[ ] You have a strong sense of responsibility
[x] You spend a lot of time alone.
[x] You usually hang around with a certain animal all the time when you feel lonely.
[x] You are spiritual, but not necessarily religious.
[x] Cooking is one of your favorite things to do. (I'm not that good at it though...)
[x] You enjoy learning about Wicca and the occult.
Total: 8

Zombie:
[x] You are pale
[ ] You are hungry a lot.
[ ] Many activities you do every day make you feel mindless, or like a drone.
[ ] Most of the time you or a part of you is cold.
[x] You love to eat meat.
[ ] You would resort to cannibalism if that was the only source of food.
[ ] You make grunts and moans a lot
[ ] You usually walk slow.
[x] You are not afraid of seeing a lot of blood or getting a lot of blood on yourself.
Total: 3

Satyr/Faun:
[x] You are very passionate about the things you like.
[ ] You like to get drunk and dance.
[ ] You're very amorous.
[x] You like art and music.
[ ] You enjoy feasting with friends.
[x] You love nature but more for the animals then the trees and plants.
[x] You like getting rowdy and having a good time.
[x] You laugh a lot.
[x] You love the chase almost as much as the capture.
[x] You wish you had horns or animal ears.
Total: 7

I'm super super over the moon happy right now, I was surprised with 2 dozen red roses by my amazing wonderful gorgeous perfect girlfriend Tiffany yesterday she's so romantic and sweet. anyways, just wanted to let you guys know how I was doing

I hate my life...if you can even call it a life...I simply am...all I want to do right now is curl up in a little cave and dissappear...I want to fade away into the sweet sweet nothingness of oblivion. but I cant do that...no one will let me fade away...no matter how much I want to effing die no one will let me...so here I am, trapped in my own personal hell, in love with someone who doesn't feel the same...she can move on and I cant...she had moved on and then I went a fucked things up yet again...thats all I seem to be good for lately...screwing up...now I'm this...sad pathetic tag along...I don't want to keep her from being happy...I hate that I get like this...its just making things harder on her...I'm used to suffering...I'm starting to think thats my normal state unfortunately...she should be happy...you know who you are...dont tell me everythings ok...I know you broke up with him because I was upset...anyways...I'm done venting now...no one needs to reply and dont worry about me...I'm about as good as I get...